tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13791924159822116162024-03-06T09:24:51.070+08:00wake up, love . it's time to colour the worldthe insights of cavina's life. well no, not really.cavina ally lim ❤http://www.blogger.com/profile/06201087176410004570noreply@blogger.comBlogger46125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1379192415982211616.post-41273465439598398672011-06-24T02:17:00.008+08:002011-06-24T03:07:41.525+08:00Greetings from India<div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">Hello hello. Zomg okay this is too much it's been almost a whole year since I wrote an entry HAHAHAHA. A friend recently inspired me to blog again by telling me that he has started a blog and another reminded me of how much I love to write, which is the core reason as to why Cavina Ally Lim's blog existed HEHE. Thank you guys you guys are really awesome people who made me realised how important it is to continue living on my dream lol. I hope I can keep the spirit and hype up /twinkle eyes I won't let you down lol.<br /></span></div><br /><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">Anyways just a short entry because it is late already and tomorrow (today Malaysian time) is a long day. We're going to Amritsar in Punjab in eight hours Indian time to visit the Sri Harmandir Sahib, also known as the Golden Temple. In case you haven't already know, I'm currently in Haryana, India baby! Will be staying here for 10 weeks /monkeydance. Excited because never once in my life would I have thought that I would visit India. Plus, I've just celebrated my 23rd birthday in a full blast Indian tradition too. Will upload pictures in another entry okthxbai. </span></div><br /><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">Meanwhile, here's some appetizer picture of us girls on an Indian rickshaw in New Delhi. Super duper fun experience, I must say :D</span></div><br /><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 300px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 400px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5621488517708912114" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhhosdXV8_XyxMvbyV9kXJ7WkHTAcmPFjsVaLOi9SFVw4ITgGEzahfW54R5s1Gdmex53Oz516UsQ0LVLsQeJAT2jIP2wu1sCmTbeEyLI_B7hyphenhyphenC4Ob3X9pLUy9yPNGPdquO3VHy1Hu04a0Q/s400/DSC00739+-+Copy.JPG" /> <br /><p align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">I love this picture! Me on the left with Kamles and Fangjie & Jye Ying behind us :D</span><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"></p><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 300px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 400px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5621489149002758834" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhSg11LWyZAe-cR16_O7pA1FqwCAAMP_BnPSq_8iEdqYJVAjO44VtOMZetkhf8LmkpQUs-LjOwch1gRJhfqAxTXLdlZXBjczc2h3f_QPQpxgc_gj_1UsDH7cwW6te1kBA6kQoHpD2RpU-I/s400/DSC00740.JPG" /> <br /><p align="center"></span><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">Nuahs!</span></p>cavina ally lim ❤http://www.blogger.com/profile/06201087176410004570noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1379192415982211616.post-81612838829768382282010-07-09T23:45:00.006+08:002010-07-10T01:24:51.766+08:00viva la espana!<div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">all this hype over the FIFA World Cup 2010 and all those talks about who's gonna be the new champion and the funny sounds the vuvuzuelas make and how Jabulani is crazy to side the underdogs and all those musings and writings and blogs about the world cup makes me feel like there is nada difference for me to write nor talk about it. even an </span><a href="http://www.theglobeandmail.com/sports/soccer/worldcup2010newsfeed/?feedID=108565812486340766"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">octopus</span></a><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"> made the news by amusing everyone through its ability to accurately predict over and over again in matches it was asked to predict lol.</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;">
<br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">i never felt the need to talk or write about the world cup and the team i am rooting for and its glory in reaching the finals for the first time ever. even as a fan, i only rejoice in a little celebration when my fav team wins but only God knows how fast my heart is beating or how psyched and excited i am inside. sure, there is aplenty of joy and excitement as i talked about it with family and friends over meals and a cuppa or even in the laboratory when we're in a poor sleepy state of mind and the best part of it all is to be able to jubilate in exhilaration or dramatise our cries of desperation over a team's blunder (england, haha!) during a match. but i never felt the need to express myself like a madwoman when it comes to talking about my fav team. in short, i don't think i can be crazy over anything as long as i kept it in a speed of heartbeat in my heart lol. </span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;">
<br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">i kept my silence on the world cup thus far and when i meant silence i only meant it in writing maybe because i felt that talking about it might jinx spain's chance in winning the trophy wtf. but i'd really love to show my support in writing just for once, just before this once-in-every-four-years event come to an end, just before the new semester starts and i won't have any chance to write profusely (not that i ever did!) like this anymore due to an expected crazy overmouting workload and time constraint, just before my final year project kickstart into its serious no-joke phase. </span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;">
<br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">sometimes i wonder if i am a true fan of football because if there was a competition on who can talk the most on it, i would definitely lose like mad. and don't get me started on spain. good looking lads, charms, and beautiful football aha. but that's another story for another time.</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;">
<br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">found this extremely sweet looking picture of david villa and his daughter.</span></div>
<br /><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5491954243904121474" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 279px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 400px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEieDe3HQwvD9DCfDJgTY3cKN3YsIq7zLWaXSgxEn-ZLJmRc_cgbufvbWAgckpQqw96Nb0MJ6xhdBNnG5cQLFKNVzSYm7Qvg2-J_F1VbSi6skATGkpAHDn9uzr6s_aCsLXz3kEwFYaY3uPg/s400/feb24villazaida.jpg" border="0" />
<br /><p align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">awwww such a cutie! adds up to all the hawtness and machoness /swoons <3</span></p><p align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">and wayne rooney was voted ugliest player at the World Cup HAHAHAHAHAHA ok i am so bad to laugh at him but he didn't perform at all lor for this World Cup and i don't get all the hype over him. seriously the most overrated player TSKK.</span></p><p align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">gud naits with love still in hyper mood cos finally get to bervideocall with mummy and daddy! :)) /missing home missing mummy's cooking period.</span></p>
<br />cavina ally lim ❤http://www.blogger.com/profile/06201087176410004570noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1379192415982211616.post-15970080429162926552010-07-01T03:49:00.028+08:002010-07-01T07:39:31.915+08:00joyous june that was<div align="center">
<br /></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">a pleasant month it has been and i truly cannot find the right adjective to describe and express it. i have had a few awesomely pleasant surprises to send me in awe for a whole lifetime. sometimes i feel like i have so much to thank for! </span></div><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"><div align="center">
<br /></div></span><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5488667570185722050" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 15px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 15px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEggxCK1b8O7TsE4Imj4unsO9T_Mb-M-lM2lhcV5_qWb-yWIcZGRP0NYDvHLtbQdhCDyuxovWoRDoP0pQ6Auwb3bAXwE2YMC09_IZkVw9-3XIwjerojgNaEgQ2fIWUy7hWRvK_Qn4uaj-iA/s400/happy.gif" border="0" />
<br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">i'd really like to write about the whole amazing street-fooding and sight-seeing adventure we had lately but it suddenly occurred to me that that effort may seem a little bit too ambitious at this moment. it's 3:56 am i'm sleeeepy LOL. and i seemed to be suffering from the writer's block syndrome lately. i can't seem to write properly anymoreeee these days! well that just means i have to write even more. read books with proper english. british english. wahah i like.</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;"></span>
<br /></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">having writer's block and my downfall in being able to sum up a great experience in a whole word (not that i have been able to, mind you :p), it seems so much easier to post up pictures here. but there's over 500 pictures! and each and every one of them tells a different story. i can't just choose which one to post. it's not as easy, right. pictures like a great adventure we had are treasures.</span></div><div align="center">
<br /></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">i still can't figure out how we ended up with over 500 pictures for just a five-day adventure. summore i deleted so many already -__-</span></div><div align="center">
<br /></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">anyhoo, i shall do two for now. too lazy and too tired. whee!</span></div>
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<br /><div align="center"></div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5488661982824942562" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 300px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 400px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhEFY8s81F-53xoi_i6yrXakP8v4sCgKl6ReoKOcoQ8bfBNOQMVIcMWCgKtpr4scXcZHrMCrSbXrJN7izzA6Kok5pWZDP_uqGCW-X8b266Nu5auN1cZ_Nu1Z2dUqJBX7PuIoGgQlhyuXd4/s400/DSC07212+-+Copy.JPG" border="0" /> <p align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">with the surprise visitor from Borneo, johnny bok, and jonathan. haha. waiting for the cable at kek lok si temple to bring us high up! xx pohleen's behind camera lens :)
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<br /></p><div align="center"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5488663427861898674" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 300px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhOE5CJ3L2Qnok0pmj5tqMbfTyLLO5DXPi51i5g9MGVrvEAPIAZEnkSXjmUPR2T6ocP8QKED3Wx2wlrkQVE5Pd4nSotliW9RWXGpjBStF2HnaWsfoeH47LGvTyeUIN4Z-BAhLx3rolMc-M/s400/DSC07341+-+Copy.JPG" border="0" /><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#000000;">daniel, me, and dan dan at Tropical Spice Garden! we were hanging from a ahems, cliff? :p this pic kind of blur but still one of my favs nevertheless! xx</span></div>
<br /><p align="center"><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">it's inevitably difficult to sum up our five-day adventure in Penang with so many awesome fanatico friends in two pictures. not forgetting all the birthday surprises, trips here and there, the amazing family gatherings and bonding time, and then there's the amazing world cup experience! sad, honeymoon period's gonna be over soon with final year project coming up but still looking forward to going back to beautiful Sabah nevertheless. because beyond all that, another amazing adventure awaits! HAHA <3</span>
<br /></span></p><p align="center"></p><p align="center"></p>cavina ally lim ❤http://www.blogger.com/profile/06201087176410004570noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1379192415982211616.post-82054773380654530552010-06-05T07:13:00.010+08:002010-06-05T07:52:18.244+08:00powerful words<div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:180%;color:#006600;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:180%;color:#006600;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:180%;color:#006600;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:180%;color:#006600;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#000000;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:180%;color:#339999;">"everytime you forget who you are, remember who i am"</span></div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#000000;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#000000;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#000000;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#000000;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#000000;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#000000;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#000000;">powerful words by someone very dear to me. <span style="font-size:130%;color:#999900;">i wished i could record every single word spoken to me to remind me about things.</span> when i forget those words, i forget who i am and that feels awful.</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#000000;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#000000;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#000000;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#000000;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#000000;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#000000;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#000000;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#000000;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#000000;">i wanna remember your every inspirational words, every advice, every words of love. ah, these are the things i should always remember and keep in mind. not some useless garbage spoken by people who don't matter.</span></div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#000000;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#000000;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#000000;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#000000;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#000000;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#000000;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#000000;">wake up, cavina! remember those words, every single advice, every single reminder, because they are the truest of all. but here i am, denying myself of those true words, being overtaken by useless thoughts. aah, evil bedevil, get off my mind!</span></div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#000000;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#000000;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#000000;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#000000;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#000000;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#000000;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:180%;color:#339999;">"everytime you forget who you are, remember who we are"</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:180%;color:#339999;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="color:#000000;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#000000;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#000000;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#000000;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:180%;color:#993300;">i am so very grateful for every single thing that i have in my life. stupid evil thoughts just like to cloud my judgement, making me forget how blessed or fortunate i am. </span></div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#000000;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#000000;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#000000;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#000000;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#000000;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#000000;">baby steps, baby. baby steps and just do what's right.</span></div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#000000;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#000000;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#000000;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#000000;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#000000;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#000000;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#000000;"><3</span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#000000;"></span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#000000;"></span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#000000;"></span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#000000;"></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#000000;"></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#000000;"></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#000000;"></span> </div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#336666;">"peace i leave with you</span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#336666;">my peace i give to you</span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#336666;">not as the world gives do i give to you</span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#336666;">let not your heart be troubled</span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#336666;">neither let it be afraid"</span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#336666;">John 14:26-27</span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#336666;"></span></div>cavina ally lim ❤http://www.blogger.com/profile/06201087176410004570noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1379192415982211616.post-90154828810242458852010-05-31T03:54:00.010+08:002010-05-31T08:42:22.349+08:00comfort zone<div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;">hello there world. i have so much to tell you lately. but it's getting late and i am suppose to be working on my thesis. so laters, hahaha. i always do that, don't i? well, </span><span style="font-family:georgia;"><span style="font-size:180%;color:#00cccc;"><span style="color:#333399;">the joys of being a human. being able to escape from the</span> <span style="color:#999999;">realities</span> <span style="color:#333399;">of the world</span>.
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<br />facing a bit of a dilemma of late. a good buddy told me its about time i get out from my comfort zone and approach people about it. it's definitely difficult, but it's the best and righteous thing to do. the<span style="font-size:180%;"> <span style="color:#339999;">importance of going all out for someone and not expecting anything in return is the right thing to do</span></span>, he says. well said, i couldn't agree more. aah i am so being vague </span><span style="font-family:georgia;"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#993399;">i just lost my chain of thoughts wtf.
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<br />sigh. growing up is a difficult thing to do. no, wait. growing up is easy. you just..<em>grow</em>. to face stuff as you grow up is difficult. </span><span style="font-family:georgia;"><span style="color:#33cc00;"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="font-size:130%;">i don't think i like being an adult when it comes to these things.</span>
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<br /></span>this is where i need to be in touch with my <span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff6600;">inner spirituality</span>. </span><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:180%;color:#009900;">apart from my family at home, i am truly blessed to have these few people away from home that are always there for me
<br />spiritualy. </span></div><p align="center"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5477154325084231074" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 300px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgw7J7y1m0wzNtUC0w26kam8tiavOv_hwc6XGGNKulhz_MTLP0PimHPe9WpT4G8OmzixsC__pLEhJf4DwEmOctdC9_Lafupa3xuddg4rAZrnpQAIQPghT_4BtG2pepR8oR9deGjSARyPkA/s400/DSC00088+-+Copy.JPG" border="0" /><span style="font-family:georgia;">me and shan shan!</span> </p><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5477154631444541682" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 300px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 400px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiTWuBYdVM3yI1O5wIoaPi4ul3qZxZakWN-YADbeALbQzt4nSeeUmoDWhwRHkaJvjqP-bwErbmKkvq5P38q9vnzXMZ1X3rifSnpMT7zrXD1JSo1TZ6IM8qCWUDgMZRqvv_O0xLkc5wfL28/s400/%2316+-+Copy.jpg" border="0" /> <p align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;">me and brendan dong dong
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<br />want to post more pics of the other cool people in my lives who have always helped me through spiritually and emotionally but heh it's getting late and i'm lazy. but you know who you are loves!
<br /></span><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:180%;"><span style="color:#ff6666;">i heart all of you <3</span></p></span><p align="center"><span style="font-family:georgia;"><strong>xoxo</strong> </span></p>cavina ally lim ❤http://www.blogger.com/profile/06201087176410004570noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1379192415982211616.post-71546720629531611962010-05-12T03:44:00.009+08:002010-05-31T08:36:38.223+08:00psyched<div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;">
<br /></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;">wow i must be the most hardworking person to blog at 3:44 am lol.</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;">
<br /></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;">i think i'm staying up just so i don't miss my flight again T________T</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;">
<br /></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;">this is not nais at all even though i know that there's gonna be about six people who are going to give me morning calls in approximately 14 minutes.</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;">
<br /></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;">hrmm. this is not good they'll probably scream at me if they found out i hadn't slept at all T____T</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;">
<br /></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;">but it's okay because this is all for a good cause even if i end up with big bulging eyebags later i can always sleep in the plane wtf.</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;">
<br /></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;">well i hope i can sleep in the plane and not stay up in excitement LOL.</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;">
<br /></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;">to be honest, i'm staying up to listen to justin's bieber's one time cause it's just so nais! i don't know what's all the fuss about people liking him too much and people totally hating him. so extreme one! you can either like his songs or like him choose one don't hate both! i only like one song from him anyways see how fair a person i am LOL.</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;">
<br /></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;">anyways this is how i look like when i listen to one time. </span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;">
<br /></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;">see, itz with ze love, <3</span></div>
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<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgHTp0Yw3m7RDmi1rvIVLXENQv4eUwJU2KhA2bUKQJwc07CSAXyyZ56h5DlvUHhRtQTm_bDiCIeDJEP2GkLii-RfOpskLw72k9tSy5xv4bIVkLRPLXriIbnwJIB-tvPFXkTBYi7fT1O5KI/s1600/DSC06354.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5470104832697715154" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 300px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgHTp0Yw3m7RDmi1rvIVLXENQv4eUwJU2KhA2bUKQJwc07CSAXyyZ56h5DlvUHhRtQTm_bDiCIeDJEP2GkLii-RfOpskLw72k9tSy5xv4bIVkLRPLXriIbnwJIB-tvPFXkTBYi7fT1O5KI/s400/DSC06354.JPG" border="0" /></a>cavina ally lim ❤http://www.blogger.com/profile/06201087176410004570noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1379192415982211616.post-31644383176311995772010-05-12T01:53:00.008+08:002010-05-31T08:38:20.541+08:00i still can't believe
<br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;">i missed my flight home to penang yesterday T____T</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;">
<br /></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;">and my whole mas ticket from kk to penang via kl got burned.</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;">
<br /></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;">this has never happened to me! who says first times are always the best wtf.</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;">
<br /></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;">i must be jinx with malaysian airlines or something cause the last time i flew with mas, we had to standby for almost four hours T___________T</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;">
<br /></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;">if i ever do take mas again, i'll make sure i'll arrive at the airport like, five hours earlier before check-in time.</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;">
<br /></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;">in my defense, i don't think the mas staff was being gracious at all. we were only a few minutes late before the check-in counter closes. is this what you call MH Malaysian Hospitality? and i'm a malaysian wtf.</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;">
<br /></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;">okay enough swearing.</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;">
<br /></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;">on a brighter note, i get to spend some time in kuching instead!</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;">
<br /></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;">i'm just really bummed out cause well, i was really looking forward to spending time at home with ze mummy and ze daddy and ze babie. but it's okay now i get to see them in two days!</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;">since i didn't have a chance to do a mother's day post so here's a belated one:</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;">
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<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiumkymBZ3BtrEAKu9nBRKhwMLK6S_cuxGI-MkfF1tVegWNsByTCPbuTzF01H9rNA5n_KyZNLysTJ8VBdvDTs-9i_NIllVtdsm8gV9rw8J6oKpaCtbBl-0lm482pBogbBCSnQAMJp4vbjE/s1600/mummy's+bday.29th+feb+07.vic+station+017+-+Copy.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5470075652790341234" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 300px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiumkymBZ3BtrEAKu9nBRKhwMLK6S_cuxGI-MkfF1tVegWNsByTCPbuTzF01H9rNA5n_KyZNLysTJ8VBdvDTs-9i_NIllVtdsm8gV9rw8J6oKpaCtbBl-0lm482pBogbBCSnQAMJp4vbjE/s400/mummy's+bday.29th+feb+07.vic+station+017+-+Copy.jpg" border="0" /></a>
<br /><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;">this was back when i still had curly murly hair! <3</span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;">
<br /></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;">to my dearest <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">mummy</span>, <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#006600;">happy belated mummys day!</span> you're ze bestest best mummy in the WWW (whole wide world). <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;">i love you so much and i miss you</span> and i can't wait to be home to see you again. <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#993399;">wishing you all the good things in the world, good health, happyness, joy, and love, every day, every second.</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff0000;"> *hugss & kisses! </span></span></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;">
<br /></span></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">with love, </span></span></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#ff6666;">ze baby girl <3</span></span></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"> </div>cavina ally lim ❤http://www.blogger.com/profile/06201087176410004570noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1379192415982211616.post-17623549042255150212010-02-20T02:26:00.004+08:002010-02-20T02:39:20.155+08:00el pelo largo y castano<div><br /></div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgLr2mthod8cwpIqMY5n0vYo-59o7zy1FX7qqLp-X9EMwGO6K5u2n2PkxeF3gIsB04towry_T1otghMqb436uZPgM2E77pghviOqFHBIkLIFib5UUPfJS4fpUPIa-JasYYC5M1CVPLJO4s/s1600-h/Copy+of+alex+yoong+009.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 225px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgLr2mthod8cwpIqMY5n0vYo-59o7zy1FX7qqLp-X9EMwGO6K5u2n2PkxeF3gIsB04towry_T1otghMqb436uZPgM2E77pghviOqFHBIkLIFib5UUPfJS4fpUPIa-JasYYC5M1CVPLJO4s/s400/Copy+of+alex+yoong+009.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5440023023349041842" /></a><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;">i really feel like cutting my hair but i can only do that after the </span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;">15th day of chinese new year t.t</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;">i feel like cutting it <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;">short-</span></span><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;">er</span></span></i> ;p was suppose to do it when i got back from kk but i'm just too busy! //lalala shouldn't be an excuse but I"M SERIOUS!!!</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;">well they say my hair is fine nice already lah noneed to cut but the weather is pushing me to spot a new hairdo. heh another excuse blame the weather plaks =p</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;">now that i really think about it, i wanna go back to having a fringe. it should be more manageable.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;">hmm, i'm considering cutting my own hair. in kk. maybe, just maybe //giggles</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#339999;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;">i'm suppose to write a more meaningful and deeper post</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"> than this but i got carried away lol wtf. i'm itching to write an emo post actually. a good emo one. </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF6600;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;">let's see how the night goes loves!</span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"><br /></span></div>cavina ally lim ❤http://www.blogger.com/profile/06201087176410004570noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1379192415982211616.post-79267296837598024942010-02-13T15:41:00.014+08:002010-05-31T08:39:03.147+08:00new things<div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"><br /></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span style="color:#666666;">i've been struggling with so many things for the past few days, even up till last night. not that all are bad, they just seemed to raise more questions every time i think about them. the rows we had, the<span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Georgia, serif;" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"> inevitable </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="COLOR: rgb(153,153,153);font-family:georgia;" >questions, the arguments. it's so difficult. but good times were <i>really, really</i> good.</span></span></span></span></span></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><br /><span style="color:#666666;"></span></span></span></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#666666;">i know a huge part of it was my fault. nothing, i guess, was ever enough for me even though he did so much already and always wanting and working to work things out. and who is anyone to decide that he or she is right or wrong anyways? i guess i wasn't being fair at all. i inevitably became someone i didn't want to be. i should always stick to being myself. but sometimes, i am so confused. i don't really know who i should be anymore.</span></span></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><br /><span style="color:#666666;"></span></span></span></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#666666;">but things are progressing really well now. i decided to go back to my old self and that ultimately came with maturity and lots and lots of understanding and compromise. sometimes, it's not easy. certain things just haunts me, but i know i am not alone and that we're in this together. this, i was made to understand last night and i was so glad. it's like a huge closure. and everything was so sweet again.</span></span></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><br /><span style="color:#666666;"></span></span></span></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#666666;">i don't know what is right or what is wrong. all this time i never knew i potrayed an image of having a person to meet requirements just so he could love me. i realised that's so wrong and despite all this, he still tried and tried so hard, just to make me happy. all this while i thought that everything was right just because i thought that all of that was right. and i fussed over the tiniest littlest things only god knows what came over me. and i am so sorry i hurt him so much in the process and made him feel underappreciated.</span></span></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><br /><span style="color:#666666;"></span></span></span></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#666666;">i have fears too. like doubts that will this work, will things get better, or worse. but i think i should stop being selfish and try to compromise. however, i do hope this person respect my views just as i respect his when it comes to certain things. </span></span></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><br /><span style="color:#666666;"></span></span></span></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#666666;">all these things shouldn't have even happened had i been myself. i should be the most secure girl on earth! all the things he did, priceless! (though i wish he could do more, okay shut up cavina).</span></span></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><br /><span style="color:#666666;"></span></span></span></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#666666;">anyways! the point is:</span></span></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><br /><span style="color:#666666;"></span></span></span></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#666666;">one, i really need to start appreciating the littlest tiniest things in life. not that i never but you'll know what i am talking about if you're me.</span></span></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><br /><span style="color:#666666;"></span></span></span></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#666666;">two, i really, seriously, cannot wear my emotions up my sleeve and get upset or unhappy about the tiniest things that displeases me that often. it's really not healthy.</span></span></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><br /><span style="color:#666666;"></span></span></span></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="LINE-HEIGHT: 17px"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#666666;">and tres, i cannot allow myself to swivel down the drain everything something bad happens which isn't really bad at all but i made it sound like the hugest deal in the world.</span></span></span></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="LINE-HEIGHT: 17px"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><br /><span style="color:#666666;"></span></span></span></span></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="LINE-HEIGHT: 17px"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#666666;">there's alot that i need to change, but besos besos we'll handle things one step at a time.</span></span></span></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="LINE-HEIGHT: 17px"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><br /><span style="color:#666666;"></span></span></span></span></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="LINE-HEIGHT: 17px"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#666666;">xoxo,</span></span></span></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="LINE-HEIGHT: 17px"><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><br /><span style="color:#666666;"></span></span></span></span></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="LINE-HEIGHT: 17px"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#cc0000;">feliz chino nueve every buddy!</span></span></span></span></div><div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="LINE-HEIGHT: 17px;font-size:medium;" ><br /></span></span></div>cavina ally lim ❤http://www.blogger.com/profile/06201087176410004570noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1379192415982211616.post-38419607619747616092010-01-23T14:11:00.008+08:002010-01-23T15:27:21.041+08:00earthquake tragedy<div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">cavina's heart goes out to the victims of the <a href="http://www.cnn.com/SPECIALS/2010/haiti.quake/?hpt=T1">Haiti earthquake </a>in Port-au-Prince :'(</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"></span> </div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiYiasvynRF3xKJvP905xUc55cTmfOY0Q1WHL46R0FqvU9jVpfMPc6n4jl4BDeGOf_0_37_QZmpDaawsT5b8uAhH3f3LA1raN7XV-G6FXQWbcQ5WlRhsuo0fSDVfedci4-0V3kPguoq2gg/s1600-h/Haiti_photo7.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 225px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5429815595986026466" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiYiasvynRF3xKJvP905xUc55cTmfOY0Q1WHL46R0FqvU9jVpfMPc6n4jl4BDeGOf_0_37_QZmpDaawsT5b8uAhH3f3LA1raN7XV-G6FXQWbcQ5WlRhsuo0fSDVfedci4-0V3kPguoq2gg/s400/Haiti_photo7.jpg" /></a><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"> my prayers goes out to all the victims: the victims' families, the survivors of this tragedy, and everyone who gave out a hand in trying to improve the situation in Port-au-Prince.<br /></span><br /><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 225px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5429814361107499170" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiMmKX5x0yg3WoNtAF60sVwyTVKDiHQLYgvAQNT4_fS1-7hupMwumr9VsSqvd4VHGZHw-xobh5P6uYP11hm6wzrBJfHwiBpfqgFjD0gBp3N-P1dTY2_Xivafxe2hjUmvKY5PBgyrd8oB3M/s400/Haiti_photo4.jpg" /><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 225px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5429815006472054274" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi7AZvViz00d8T8YhFch5v5PeerN62jARUFa5LNOO-EYPTj1T_0O1-n2qDW8zW45XEWOQzQpqw6l8_YG79X4Pgr5INN9BDZxBusfXJJxMsfH11usDmqKOFI72DbkMQI80JB9HL8RNuclf4/s400/02_sleeping_children_afp_gi.jpg" /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">do stay strong while we continue to pray that God will continue to pour his blessings over<br />these unfortunate souls.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:180%;color:#ff6666;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">love peace</span> joy hope,</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:180%;">xoxo.</span></span> </div>cavina ally lim ❤http://www.blogger.com/profile/06201087176410004570noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1379192415982211616.post-89026251927664309292010-01-22T20:07:00.005+08:002010-01-22T20:45:30.119+08:00spirituality haywired<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><em>four</em> churches <a href="http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/34788399/"><span style="font-size:180%;color:#999900;">arson attacked</span> </a>in kayel.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">total of eleven churches across malaysia <span style="color:#009900;">pelted with <span style="font-size:180%;">molotov cocktails, stones, and paint.</span></span></span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">now two </span><a href="http://news.malaysia.msn.com/regional/article.aspx?cp-documentid=3806024"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:180%;">Muslim prayer halls attacked</span></a><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">. <span style="color:#339999;"><em>genius</em>.</span></span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:180%;color:#ff6600;">what <em>next</em>, people?</span>cavina ally lim ❤http://www.blogger.com/profile/06201087176410004570noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1379192415982211616.post-35606347191406895012010-01-10T18:47:00.011+08:002010-01-11T00:13:09.083+08:00the week that was<div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">a week into the new semester and this was what i'd realised:<br /></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="color:#993399;"></span></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="color:#993399;">one, my spanish is so <em>darn</em> rusty.</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#009900;">two, my chemistry - ohmygosh i <em>really need</em> to study them all back again.<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">three, i'm <em>so</em> glad i'm in debate cos it just makes studying environmental law so much easier</span></span><span style="color:#ff6600;">,</span> and;<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#339999;">four, it's really not at all that <em>easy</em> to quit debate.</span> like he said "debate is a large chunk of our uni life and to not have you there is hard" AWWWW. so sweet. but that's not the point lalala. i think debating has actually shaped me into who i am today in the most positive chi ying and yang energy way ever. serious! ;D<br /><br />had an <span style="font-size:180%;color:#999900;">awesome weekend</span> ;) we catched the sherlock holmes movie and <span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc6600;">round and round the mall to search for this eating place.</span> and yesterday, everything just fell into place ;)))<br /><br />kk is so hot these days. i get <span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff9900;">tired all the time</span>, like so easily. i'm just taking <span style="font-size:130%;color:#339999;">whatevernots oppurtunity i have</span> to sleep before tomorrow starts. that's the new week where all the workload starts to pile in.<br /><br />on another note, i really<span style="font-size:180%;"> <span style="color:#3366ff;">miss a good read</span></span>. a friend reminded me of the books i used to read last night. right now, <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Time_Traveler"><strong>the time traveler's wife</strong> </a>is something i would love to dig in.</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /></div></span><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></div></span><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 300px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5425115158205326834" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiwckc_-_MSAi-iCG8rDvUa9F3ziRMFc9ZcqBXmF6Uo8Z6UiBdw_HlQtS9HKqLIaC2t36-lwIo9MD6ubqfbTCdI7bp3fkWsDOgYZ_hts5Z3ZfMrLnERb5Qp9ZGVXs_HS59JppUmW1ST54c/s400/cav+021+-+Copy.jpg" /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">also, i got to know as the <span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff6666;">vanilla and strawberry flavoured girl</span> HAHA. weird line to end a post with but oh well, tooodles and be good <span style="color:#ff6666;">XOXO</span> ;)</span> <div align="center"></div>cavina ally lim ❤http://www.blogger.com/profile/06201087176410004570noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1379192415982211616.post-31303569317868665022009-12-29T15:36:00.011+08:002009-12-29T16:30:29.977+08:00cav on a 'lil wupid '09 and a few last holiday drops<div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">with only about five days left in penang, <span style="font-size:180%;color:#009900;">i'm contemplating on how i should wisely spend my last days of holidays best before the new semester starts.</span> thing is, i have practically done almost everything and everything that i wanted to do. i've travelled, catch up with some old pals, eat (that will never be enough for me!), sleep (ditto!), and um, read? like the economics and stuff? heh, nah. i kinda made an *coughscoughs* informal announcement that i might be ending my debating career after the last round at <a href="http://wupidmania.wordpress.com/about/">GEMS WUPID </a>last week. that's <a href="http://wupidmania.wordpress.com/about/">world universities peace invitational debate</a>. very cool tournament, the last of 2009 for me. another tournament where i get to debate on a world class debating arena and meet lots and lots of ang-moh. hehe.<br /><br />they say it will never happen. either i'll get suck back right in or they suck me in into debating again. hah, we'll see. </span></div><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><div align="center"><br /></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">aaaanyways, so after much contemplation, i'd knew what i really wanted to do. <span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff6600;">i really really wanted to stay in and catch up with the family and watch lots lots of movies and plan where to eat out five times a day.</span> <span style="font-size:180%;color:#993399;">i've rarely been home these days and yeah, i really miss this. so before i fly again, i'd really like to hoo-za with my hommies.</span> must spend this last few holi-days wisely. next sem is going to be crazy as usual. i'm anticipating more assignments and those lab works and oh yeah, fieldtrips? grr.</span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"> </span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /></div></span><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">here's some of the latest pictures during WUPID. i cut my hair yesterday, so i<span style="color:#339999;"> <span style="font-size:180%;">can't do the curling-my-hair-with-my-fingers thing anymore</span></span><span style="color:#666666;"> </span>t.t but i lovin' my new long bob!</span></div><br /><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 300px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 400px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5420567419980320306" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjBUNtHvELgYs9TH0w8aSKw4JXBo9bjnhAzwxSE3jDjLf63CFKVBScCVU-6N39Hij0Ihv2Vz-NijypHd3OgJBuwhjHJiyXbVUJwDdqxweT1Yopxmm6MpSfH0zN0FT_zrNB-9bznhBMku1I/s400/DSC05913+-+Copy.JPG" /><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">here's shu fen and i. she's my junior slash team mate for wupid '09. i love the dress i was in!</span><br /><br /></div><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 300px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5420567006821080066" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjL0Qdp5wKNkUbCctNaBBEAUFwqcuuRWIK0_NDrCwzOmMILtQvGy4qAO8_GKDzeLqr6BiOillgIg1x1Ku790DLS2YmCoKAtzVe9G0DY2pKrDlXHZRtXNPsAEAX8ugBlw_gPYFe0uE3-BqM/s400/DSC05839+-+Copy.JPG" /><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-size:180%;color:#000099;">everyone look so proper in this pic! ;p</span> here's us with LP from mahidol university, bangkok. he's this really cool monk debater. plus he remembers me from smu hammers singapore! <span style="font-size:130%;color:#009900;">he has officially become my favourite monk ;))) </span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:130%;color:#009900;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#000000;">more pics will be up on facebook soon! it's so much more convenient ;p</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#ff6666;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#ff6666;">signing off now, xoxo</span></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div>cavina ally lim ❤http://www.blogger.com/profile/06201087176410004570noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1379192415982211616.post-69757111397570312002009-11-26T01:06:00.005+08:002009-11-26T04:18:38.408+08:00bangkok experience: part I<div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">hellow every buddy!</span></div><div align="center"><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:180%;">i'm back from bangkok =D</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:180%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:180%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:180%;">was there for the <span style="color:#006600;">first inaugural asian bp debate</span> in chulalongkorn university =D</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6600;">bangkok's so awesome</span> i wana go back there again.</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">funny thing, <span style="font-size:180%;color:#339999;">we didn't get to taste tomyam. we couldn't seem to find it! ish peliknye.</span> thought it would be all over the streets or something since they're famous for that. </span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /></div></span><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">getting real tired so this will be a quick update. and here's one <span style="font-size:180%;color:#993399;">picture of me and sheren in suvarnabumi airport in bangkok.</span></span><br /></div><p><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 300px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 400px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5408090515046491282" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjOoGIqba_ZupxsW-jnrclIuHIBVr8L09NFDJuJrgEEBq_qmTEtgs62TLh9DbcQRWIK6NVS8M29FsoWjzOR_PCi4g0sdj3geeoJQNJNGF6I_lpQbbHZ4i92FcclA-_XKg9GVUY6_jR2s-o/s400/DSC05167+-+Copy.JPG" /></p><p align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">more pictures next time! just in case you wanna see more pictures, part I of our bangkok adventure is already out in my facebook ;)))</span></p><p align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">we had a great time in bangkok and everything was awesome for me though the food was not as i expected them to be.<span style="color:#336666;"> <span style="font-size:180%;">the debating experience that i had would be something that i would treasure for the rest of my life</span></span> *emo</span></p><p align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">alright more updates soon! good night xoxo.<br /></p></span>cavina ally lim ❤http://www.blogger.com/profile/06201087176410004570noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1379192415982211616.post-33766515574430927422009-11-19T02:21:00.017+08:002009-11-19T04:15:22.322+08:00time of my life<div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">i just realised that <span style="font-size:180%;color:#999900;">we're gonna get to celebrate <a href="http://thailandforvisitors.com/general/holidays/kratong/index.html">loy kratong </a></span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-size:180%;color:#999900;">in bangkok.</span> issisnt it niceee? </span></div><br /><div align="center"></div><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 15px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 17px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5405525698997092322" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgJVcH6w_QJh6s6irgyFsJ_h9TYj29Z79hPeceJ8avybufbo_A2pplhG-MioAwyfVeRhg4R94YtaSx6PCZkzMlSiWFKq_qbxyCmeOeA43JvVZbvI2QNFISaiLrBcc1h6C7tY32Js1TFZv0/s400/laughing.gif" /> <p align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:180%;color:#ff6600;">i've always wanted to watch the <a href="http://thailandforvisitors.com/general/holidays/kratong/index.html">loy kratong</a>. now i even get to experience it ;DDD</span><br /></p><p align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">***</span><br /></p><p align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">one another note, here's one of my favourite pictures of us ;)</span></p><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 300px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5405525417974766962" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjbtfu2Qht_uwxPkXVblZYIoNDlm6xnBYxdCbJltUQOWj7BgRPzpcx_mmZZzJBAMappggLuC1QkdqhSlqIrW0kcZSBh52Hb8VPTprmFIcH1QNHD6wiUOPlR54FNYm1ckR0J1_MyBmywKzY/s400/Image049+-+Copy.jpg" /><br /><p align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"><span style="font-size:130%;">these two are one of the reasons for the time of my life in uni. <3><br /></span></p><p align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">i'm on furthest right if you haven't already know ;ppp</span><br /></p><p align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">more pics next time!</span><br /></p><p align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">***</span> </p><p align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000000;">so i went shopping today. </span><br /></p><p align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-size:180%;color:#993399;">i shop but judy dropped. ha ha! this girl is so funny.</span></span><br /></p><p align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#000000;">everywhere i went in the mall today, i hear black eye peas' songs.</span> <span style="color:#ff0000;">it's like the whole mall is on b.e.p. record.</span> <span style="color:#000000;">only two of their songs were played though. "heartbreaker" and "boom boom pow!" but coolio. i love them, so no complains. ;D </span></span><br /></p><p align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#000000;">which reminds me of fergie. heard her husband josh duhamel woke a stripper up in the middle of the night to have sex? omgosh, if that's true, i'm utterly dissapointed at him. thought he's one of those loyal hollywood celebrity husbands</span>. </span><br /></p><p align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#000000;">anyways,</span> <span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">if that's true, he's on my weirdo list. </span></span><br /></p><p align="center"><span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#006600;">oh man, i'm supposed to be researching on thailand, and important stuff like <span style="color:#ff6666;">non-intervention policies and times of war.</span> look what i made myself do??? ;p</span><br /></span></p><p align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;"><3</span></p></span>cavina ally lim ❤http://www.blogger.com/profile/06201087176410004570noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1379192415982211616.post-8566831726633564062009-11-17T18:27:00.008+08:002009-11-19T04:13:28.243+08:00chula here i come<div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">now that exams are finally over, i feel...weird. like my daily routine has been disrupted because before this, my life revolved around assignments, quizzes, exams, and the like. <span style="font-size:180%;color:#009900;">it's a nice feeling, nevertheless, knowing that i've already put in my best, day and night.</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:180%;color:#009900;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:180%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">now everything seemed kinda light. <span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6600;">like i can watch drama at ease, talked to my room mates with ease, and last night, i felt so excited just by talking to mom.</span> <span style="font-size:130%;color:#3333ff;">just because i knew that i don't have a whole piling workload waiting for me when i put down the phone</span> nor do i need to crammed my head with formulas and facts. </span></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:180%;color:#006600;">though now it's time to study once again. on world issues. politics, nuclear, war, humanity, socials. ahems.</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:180%;color:#006600;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:180%;color:#006600;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">will be off to bangkok for the <a href="http://www.debate.chula.ac.th/"><strong>inaugural asian british parliamentary debate</strong> </a>in two days. though i'm excited, it's nervewrecking knowing that now the university wants some results. <span style="color:#339999;">tnc just analogized us to world cup.</span> <span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="color:#993399;">"we're footballers of the world and we will win this!!!"</span> <span style="color:#666666;">wow what an interesting guy.</span> </span>yep. we just debated in front of him just now. heh.</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:180%;color:#666666;">one word: <span style="color:#ff0000;">A</span>.<span style="color:#339999;">W</span>.<span style="color:#993399;">E</span>.<span style="color:#ff6600;">S</span>.<span style="color:#009900;">O</span>.<span style="color:#000099;">M</span>.<span style="color:#ff6666;">E</span>. </span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">well of course i want results as well. it just ain't easy. <span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="color:#339999;">it's not football right. how often does someone's point get across the room?</span> </span>exactly my point.</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">anyways, this will be my second international tourney. <span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff6666;"><a href="http://www.debate.chula.ac.th/"><strong>asian bp</strong> </a>will be organized by chulalongkorn university, bangkok.</span> its quite prestigious seeing as we have people like tj as ca and tate, logan, and sharm as dca. <span style="font-size:130%;color:#999900;">must be careful not to embarass ums now =/</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:180%;color:#333333;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:180%;color:#333333;">so, economist, here i comee.</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:180%;color:#333333;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:180%;color:#333333;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:180%;color:#ff6666;">xoxo.</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#6633ff;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></div>cavina ally lim ❤http://www.blogger.com/profile/06201087176410004570noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1379192415982211616.post-82170241705870542122009-09-13T14:31:00.010+08:002009-09-13T15:07:01.731+08:00hyperventilating<div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:130%;color:#ff6666;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:130%;color:#ff6666;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:130%;color:#ff6666;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:130%;color:#ff6666;">today cavina woke up feeling very panicky ;(</span> </div><div align="center"><br /> </div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5380842695917812354" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 300px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhrOJOVZVrLeQl1aC7yZmeTmPkjbvQTkhqteLdPV4WXSv8RBUmw09W36gWCq7yhPaqHE7CsbgfnVskLwWCewClI64vul_5o9em_QMULUzdySMwHBcSIYqznxYfKDmPZTqtEOlscp7xqrNw/s400/IMG_0538.JPG" border="0" /> <p align="center"><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">piling workload is taking a toll on her.</span></p><p align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">all she can do is <span style="color:#cc33cc;"><span style="font-size:180%;">type awayyyy, breathe, and relax</span>.</span></span></p><p align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:130%;color:#ff6600;"><span style="color:#339999;"><span style="font-size:180%;">pray</span> </span>and <span style="font-size:180%;color:#339999;">have faith</span> that everything will fall into place at the end of the day </span></p><p align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:130%;color:#ff6600;">;DDD</span></p><div align="center"></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:180%;color:#666666;">but right now, she's just hyperventilating ;x</span></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:180%;color:#666666;"></span></div><div align="center"></div>cavina ally lim ❤http://www.blogger.com/profile/06201087176410004570noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1379192415982211616.post-5872749688843344002009-09-12T15:40:00.003+08:002009-09-12T15:52:51.072+08:00the hardest thing to do<div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">... is most probably the <span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6600;">best daym right thing to do</span>.<br /></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">;D</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /><span style="color:#009900;"></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:130%;color:#666666;">i couldn't agree more. i hope whatever they said about that is true ;)))</span></div><div align="center"><br /></div><br /><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5380484590617789218" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 240px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhV8m5efP-YL73mDlkTPyJ5lxdeWyQaYAnIGMwGZRf8clU7-PgbBMjpOIdzCEqJfUoDrQ_1HUBqVjOetwRN0GSulYF3818V5JSIU6I_MmWVKU8Vu4IPzq3Mlc2L1DL9ZtEbVBGJuHr_-9k/s320/senam+ria+2006+004.jpg" border="0" /><br /><br /><p align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:180%;color:#ff6666;">xoxo</span></p><p align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:180%;color:#ff6666;">;DDD<br /></span></p>cavina ally lim ❤http://www.blogger.com/profile/06201087176410004570noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1379192415982211616.post-4642635806191411192009-09-04T20:15:00.008+08:002009-09-04T20:41:40.057+08:00baby<div style="text-align: center; font-family: trebuchet ms;">was browsing through some outdated pictures to release stress and i found this ;DDD<br /></div><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEic8L0RbT_bbSDTUukm0ErMm0tt2pkHiZbdaopF3Uu_PcSSfce4V-Dv5JzQMlAorPkRTkTdLkIPsKKMLW7ffSvBnj6LIqzH_Elaop4sVKC-UaKt2qwdlCIylhcnbVmmKc-4G7XaPKCWq2E/s1600-h/062.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEic8L0RbT_bbSDTUukm0ErMm0tt2pkHiZbdaopF3Uu_PcSSfce4V-Dv5JzQMlAorPkRTkTdLkIPsKKMLW7ffSvBnj6LIqzH_Elaop4sVKC-UaKt2qwdlCIylhcnbVmmKc-4G7XaPKCWq2E/s320/062.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5377590384256529890" border="0" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center; font-family: trebuchet ms;">i wannuh kissss him and cubittt his cheeks like crazyyyy hee ;p<br /><br />missing you baby boy. it's been a long time since we've met ;(<br /><br />till then,<br />xoxo<br /></div>cavina ally lim ❤http://www.blogger.com/profile/06201087176410004570noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1379192415982211616.post-80977148259044722352009-09-04T01:48:00.005+08:002009-09-04T02:09:28.200+08:00piling workload<div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">today's one of those days where i am <span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6600;">utterly dissapointed at myself</span>. at the same time, i thank God and my friends for bringing me up again. i now realise <span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="color:#666666;">how strong </span>the</span> <span style="font-size:180%;color:#993399;">power of praying <span style="color:#666666;">can actually be</span>. </span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:180%;color:#993399;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">its getting late and i am getting exhausted. these days, i am so used to not sleeping that i don't feel the need to sleep anymore. i just <span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="color:#333333;">go to bed at two plus in the morning and wake up two hours later.</span> </span>that's how my routine is this week. until today, i crashed. i had to sleep but i just couldn't. my head was throbbing with pain so badly since yesterday. and yet i still attend trainings like usual. <span style="font-size:180%;color:#993300;">i still go on with my usual routine which if any other people would choose, they would choose to let go</span><span style="color:#993300;">.</span> me, i just think i should do it out of dicipline. question is, how long would i be able to withstand before everything stands to fall apart. however, i do believe that i can juggle many, many things together. believed. until today. i know i deserved it. but at the same time, i thought i did my best. so yep, i need some balance in my life.</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">life on campus hasn't even been mundane. it's quite the opposite. hectic, yet fun at the same time. but exhausting. it tires you up like crazy. well, for me and people in the same boat as me that is. </span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">now, how on earth am i suppose to juggle three midterms, two major quizzes, two tutorials, and four lab reports all due next week? with no mornings, afternoons, and evenings to spare?</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:180%;color:#ff6666;">oh God, help me.</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:180%;color:#ff6666;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">i'm praying ;DDD</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"></span></div>cavina ally lim ❤http://www.blogger.com/profile/06201087176410004570noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1379192415982211616.post-68533176333242054212009-07-24T14:49:00.010+08:002009-07-24T15:46:35.668+08:00feliz cumpleanos mi hermana!<div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:130%;color:#006600;">tomorrow is caryn lim myn li's birthday =DDD</span></div><p><br /><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5361920993666786306" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 240px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh_LffA1Z1jzpaX-zVnkzzJ2jS_AC0NrIs6UUShTPfutSG9Jg9PaZLjPGnF8sJ4VQA0vInPocTYqpZflQulvgpGDc0bVnUp8Y1U611sFFe8AAzaviH_oN1JIgjxwiYqFd29fXtAHrTcSz4/s320/211.JPG" border="0" /><br /><br /></p><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">caryn happens to be my <span style="font-size:130%;color:#993399;">baby sister</span>. and <span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff6600;">she is turning twelve tomorrow</span>. sigh. how fast time flies. </span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">i could still vividly remember back to the time she was just a baby. back to the time when she was just brought out into this world. <span style="font-size:180%;color:#009900;">nine years gap, you ask?</span> yep, our gap was that big. so obviously we have very different tastes. but i know i <span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">somehow influenced her one way or another</span>. in a good siblings influences kind of way lar, ahems. she grew up faster than i thought she should. <span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="color:#ff0000;">her favourite music was from linkin park</span>.</span> who wasn't if you were born in 1988 and the in music was by LP and have a little sister to pour influence upon? well, i did, indirectly, that is. i don't even want to go into the fashion part. i think i robbed her of her childhood. haha kidding kidding. i didn't have internet connection growing up till i was, eleven? during her time, everything my time was becoming obsolete and so yeah, you get the point. i guess i was a huge role model for her, despite her refusal to admit it EVERYTIME =p </span></div><p align="center"></p><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5361922089352224914" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh2Fu1elLixLGXGwjC4WJUS6Xaljnl2QLH82EhSenyTJxdd3gbX5_SaXjCsLJo48DGxfj6IC7dpzsTdaZItH39ZNiAuDp9_sr0reQnbBXdjV6PkBl_ZYJx7wtmFpNSYFxdLsjUXBgI0gtU/s320/caryn+and+i.jpg" border="0" /><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">to my baby sister who likes to be called 'baby' or 'sayang' but denies it ALL THE TIME, whom people must hug instead of her doing the hugging, who reeefuuseesss to kiss her mom, dad, and SISTER (hah! *roll eyes*), </span></div><br /><p align="center"></p><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:180%;"><span style="color:#3333ff;">H</span><span style="color:#993399;">A</span><span style="color:#ff6600;">PP</span><span style="color:#009900;">Y</span> <span style="color:#ff6666;">B</span><span style="color:#339999;">IR</span><span style="color:#666600;">T</span><span style="color:#993399;">H</span><span style="color:#ff9900;">DA</span><span style="color:#990000;">Y</span> <span style="color:#6600cc;"><span style="color:#33cc00;">G</span>I<span style="color:#cc6600;">R</span>L</span><span style="color:#ff6600;">!!!</span> </span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:180%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:180%;"><span style="color:#ff6666;">YOU'RE TURNING 12!</span> </span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:180%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:180%;color:#000099;">I CANNOT BELIEVE IT! </span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:180%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">i always thought about what was going to happen or how is it going to feel like when she was just born when i was only 9, and then thought about what going to happen to her, how is she going to be like by the time i'm 18 when i was 9, and now that i'm 21, i do know how it is like. <span style="font-size:180%;color:#009900;"><span style="color:#ff6666;">i'm very proud of my sister</span><span style="color:#000000;">,</span> she collects more trophies in her entire 12 years of life than me in my 21 years of life!!! </span></span></div><br /><p align="center"></p><p align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5361923265235532098" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEis4xDafnDr55AVvAItIBOR00OqSLb1xLauuTNJmWZuxUbnRvWsvI2ZPfX_aHLCritGudkuISSRmPDlFABHeKz7S7kfcwQ2SZxEWZogz1tzBkMZtivgO16gdpZ9zaOjYTBZqaGTdJEjHFY/s320/DSC04895.JPG" border="0" /></span><br /></p><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-size:180%;color:#993399;">wishing you <span style="color:#990000;">good health</span> and <span style="color:#990000;">all the best</span> this birthday, in <span style="color:#000000;">upsr</span> (sap sap sui only), in <span style="color:#000000;">boys</span> (kidding kidding, must start protecting you ady), <span style="color:#000000;">SMILE ALWAYS</span> (you look pretty when you do!), don't always muka masam okay next time you grow up looking like that baru tau (kidding KIDDING!), and <span style="color:#ff6600;">i love you baby</span>.</span> </span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">despite our hugeee gap, know that we didn't spend enough time with each other as we should, but know that <span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6666;">you are always in my heart<span style="color:#000000;">,</span>like how torres is always in my heart oukayyy i should probably stop joking around HAHA</span><span style="color:#000000;">.</span> it's a pity i can't be back to celebrate with you this birthday, but nah, <span style="font-size:180%;color:#336666;">i made this post specially for YOU!!!</span> see, i always think of you one =p</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">take care sis, you better brag to people about this! HAHA.</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">MUAXXX!!!</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:180%;color:#333399;">missing you always ;D</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"></span></div>cavina ally lim ❤http://www.blogger.com/profile/06201087176410004570noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1379192415982211616.post-349567645461682422009-07-09T16:51:00.002+08:002009-07-09T16:54:48.702+08:00what happenedwas that i just lost my previous post which i had just spend an hour writing due to a disconnection. erghh blerghh.<br /><br />that was one good ost right there. lalala. oh well, i'll just blog about it next time. the same thing. all over again. haiyer. the inspiration is not there anymore. not as excited as before. hahaha.<br /><br />till then,<br />xoxo.cavina ally lim ❤http://www.blogger.com/profile/06201087176410004570noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1379192415982211616.post-70732009218571260762009-07-09T16:00:00.005+08:002009-07-13T11:48:49.530+08:00what happened so far<div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">you see, the <span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6600;">thing about having many things to blog about is not blogging about them</span>. so many things happened, you go places, all kinds of interesting events popped up, and you're in the midst of having good times, sometimes you cry, while other times you jumped for joy. <span style="font-size:130%;">you </span><span style="font-size:180%;color:#009900;">get caught up in so many different kinds of things</span>, and then <span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">time flew by</span> so fast it's crazy so you just..couldn't be bothered to write about so many things passed.</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">anyhow, that's abit off the record. i'm here to talk about my first week in uni. of my third semester. so yeah. </span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">today is munday. of the second week. but monday is not really mundane for me. well, i hope not anyway.</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-size:180%;color:#993399;">oh my god the most amazing thing just happpened</span> i can't believe i even said that but yeah!!!</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">i'm not going to talk about it. i believe i should swear myself to secrecy. yes.</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">anyways, the first week, well, <span style="font-size:180%;color:#336666;">i thought i was going to die</span>. seriously. but things turned around. for good. i know life is a rollercoaster but i shall enjoy this moment! muahaha!</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">so mr puad didnt want to give me back my batik artwork. so bad right. <span style="font-size:130%;color:#006600;">he said he wants to keep it and that it should be that way because it's kukum's property</span>. he's going to frame it up in dewan chanselor or something. <span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6666;">wahaha so cool but i want it back! i want to frame it up in my room!</span> well, mom wants to. so mr puad told me this: "hey, make another one la. we can go factory together"</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">"err.."</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">"join batik competition will you?"</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">"err.."</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">"very easy one. six by six metres" </span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">"awh? SIX?"</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">"so whaddya think?"</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">"i'll think about it"</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">"aha! okay. that's the way, girl!"</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">"err.. *crickets singing*"</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:180%;color:#006600;">i don't think he heard what i said lor. nevermind. he's a cool guy. we call him sifu, by the way. like the chinese sifu, that kind. gong!!! ehee.</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">i got funny fahmy as my macroeconomics lecturer. well, <span style="font-size:180%;color:#000099;">i call him funny fahmy cause his name is fahmy and he is sooo funny!</span> in a cynical kind of way. i hope he stays this way. you could never tell much and all from the first encounter, can you?</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">and what else. i should be studying. not blogging and reading cnn news. HAH! what were you thinking, baby?</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff6666;">xoxoxo.</span></div>cavina ally lim ❤http://www.blogger.com/profile/06201087176410004570noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1379192415982211616.post-22860058029662176892009-06-25T22:39:00.008+08:002009-06-29T03:57:46.552+08:00the black parade<div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">today the <span style="font-size:180%;color:#666666;">world mourns the death of one talented king of pop</span>, who was dubbed the <a href="http://edition.cnn.com/2009/SHOWBIZ/Music/06/26/Michael.Jackson.beyond.music/index.html"><strong>"troubled genius"</strong></a> by cnn, and whose<span style="color:#009900;"> <span style="font-size:180%;">music dominated and took the world by storm</span></span>. i'm not a fan, but i think after all he did to the entertainment industry, i believe <span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff6600;">he deserve a whole load of respect and tribute</span>.</span> </div><div align="center"><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">anyways, for those of you who haven't heard which i find it hard to believe since the news of his death took the world by storm, </span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">almost on the same scale as when the world witnessed the tsunami; he was a phenomenon, after all. yes i'm talking about none other than our favourite pop icon, <span style="font-size:180%;color:#339999;">michael jackson</span>, the <span style="color:#993399;">one and only king of pop, <span style="color:#000000;">a</span> <span style="font-size:180%;color:#3366ff;">musical genius</span>. </span></span></div><p align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-size:180%;color:#006600;">every radio station was playing his music today</span>. hitz, fly, era, you name it. even the saloon i went to today was playing his songs. probably some chinese station. my fm probably. and when i got home and turned on the television, every news channel was reporting about him. i've <span style="font-size:180%;color:#999900;">never heard so many michael jackson's songs and so much about him in my life.</span></span></p><p align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">i am so dissapointed with myself for starting to like his music and the jackson five's after he passed away. *slaps self*</span> </p><p align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">speaking of saloon, i <span style="font-size:130%;color:#6600cc;">finally got my hair cut today</span>. i'm so happy because alvin did a great job cutting them. i say great because cutting my hair, i believe, is no easy task. it's long and thick and way too smooth hence, it's so slippery. what good coincidence i have with him. i was searching for his name card before i stepped into hair impression because i remembered that he did a great job with my hair about um, six months ago. but i couldn'f find his card so i just told the lady boss, "you know what, anyone will do" and tadaa! alvin was the "anyone". and he remembers me! i couldn't recognised him anymore cause he got his hair cut as well. well, alvin's hair was long six months ago ;p</span></p><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">anyways alvin talked alot about movies with me and i couldn't take it anymore so i went like, "did you know michael jackson died today?" and he <span style="font-size:180%;color:#993399;">seemed stunned so i thought he was a big fan or something</span>, like did i suddenly break a bad news to a diehard fan. haha.</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">but alvin said "nolah i'm just stunned, not in the newsapapers also".</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">"he just died this morning"</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">"oh"</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">and then he went on asking more questions.</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">and then he went on telling the rest of his hair impression colleagues that michael jackson died. hahaha so funny. i didn't mean the part about michael jackson passing away was funny, i meant the part about alvin telling his collegues about the news that was funny lol wtfish.</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">and then the not so good news: my semester II results came out today. blerhhh.</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-size:180%;color:#339999;">i am not liking my results!!! </span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:180%;color:#339999;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:180%;color:#339999;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-size:180%;color:#339999;"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#000000;">shouldn't have check today stupidcavina but then you gotta know sooner or later erghh.</span></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-size:180%;color:#339999;"></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:180%;color:#339999;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ff6600;">note to self:must work harder next sem or else i'll...i'll...</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;color:#ff6600;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;color:#ff6600;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;color:#ff6600;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:180%;color:#339999;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:180%;color:#009900;">i know, i know, i already put in my 200 percent and <span style="color:#ff6666;">mom</span> and <span style="color:#3366ff;">dad</span> were really proud of me <em>as always</em> so...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:180%;color:#009900;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:180%;color:#009900;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:180%;color:#009900;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:180%;"><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="font-size:100%;">but</span> </span><span style="color:#006600;">i'm still not liking my results!!!</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:180%;color:#006600;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:180%;color:#006600;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:180%;color:#006600;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;color:#666666;">i am so gonna be depressed tomorrow cause that's when the sadness really sinks in.</span></div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;color:#666666;"></span></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">anyways, <span style="font-size:180%;color:#999999;">rest in peace yo, my man mj! </span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:180%;color:#999999;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-size:180%;color:#336666;">you will be truly missed for you have brought a great deal of change to the world through your music. </span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:180%;color:#336666;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6633ff;">your passing was such a waste as you have definitely made such a huge positive impact on the citizens of the world.</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:180%;color:#336666;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:180%;color:#336666;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:180%;color:#ff6666;">lots of love.</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:180%;color:#336666;"></span></div><div align="center"><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;">xoxo</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;color:#666666;">in loving memory of michael joseph jackson</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;color:#666666;">1958-2009</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></div>cavina ally lim ❤http://www.blogger.com/profile/06201087176410004570noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1379192415982211616.post-17015245574399345972009-05-21T10:38:00.009+08:002009-06-29T03:55:56.932+08:00oh noooo~<div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">so </span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;"><a href="http://www.google.co.uk/search?sourceid=navclient&aq=0h&oq=kr&ie=UTF-8&rlz=1T4RNWN_enMY289MY290&q=kris+allen"><strong>kris allen</strong></a></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-size:180%;"><a href="http://www.google.co.uk/search?sourceid=navclient&aq=0h&oq=kr&ie=UTF-8&rlz=1T4RNWN_enMY289MY290&q=kris+allen"><span style="color:#ff0000;"> </span></a><span style="color:#ff0000;">won the american idol season 8</span></span>. sheesh. so geram. erghhh. i have <span style="font-size:130%;color:#00cccc;">never personally followed the show this season</span> due to being tied down to *coughs!* campus life-far away from home, no tivo (hah!), <span style="font-size:130%;color:#33cc00;">work, work, and work</span>, okay it's basically just work now don't blame the distance and the inexistence of the square box, that's not true. i mean, the tivo part. i mean, duh, we don't have tivo obviously since when malaysia so progressive. we have <span style="color:#339999;">televisions. <span style="font-size:130%;">astro</span>. <span style="font-size:180%;">star world?</span></span> <span style="color:#ff6666;"><span style="font-size:130%;">THAT we have to go someone's house</span> </span>*coughs!*. or mamak. so yea.</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:180%;">.</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-size:180%;color:#009900;">i am f<span style="color:#ff0000;">lu</span>m<span style="color:#ff6600;">mox</span>ed. </span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:180%;color:#000000;">.</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:180%;color:#009900;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:180%;color:#009900;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:180%;color:#009900;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#009900;">i am <span style="font-size:180%;">f<span style="color:#ff6600;">luster</span>ed.</span></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:180%;color:#000000;">.</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:180%;color:#009900;"></span></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">and rather <span style="font-size:180%;">fla<span style="color:#ff0000;">bb</span>er<span style="color:#ff6600;">g</span>asted</span>, if i may add.</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:180%;color:#000000;">.</span></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">not that i have a grudge against kris. now who am i to judge. it's just that i finally settle to root for </span><a href="http://www.google.co.uk/search?sourceid=navclient&ie=UTF-8&rlz=1T4RNWN_enMY289MY290&q=adam+lambert"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:180%;"><strong>adam lambert</strong></span></a><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">. i just thought he was <span style="font-size:180%;color:#3366ff;">far more deserving</span> than kris. <span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc6600;">more versatile</span>, though he may be a little off the drama. i'd thought he was a better performer during the finale, showed that he put in more effort unlike kris. just like simon cowell said after his second performance, kris was <span style="font-size:180%;color:#006600;">"a little too laidback for a night like this".</span> <span style="color:#cc33cc;"><span style="font-size:130%;">no doubt kris allen has what it takes,<span style="color:#cc33cc;"> </span><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">that dark horse</span></span></span><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">,</span> who is no doubt cute but probably taken *coughs!*, and adam has had a series of stage performances background. drama school probbaly taught him alot so yea but may the better man wins, right?</span></div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"></span></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">anyways, the result came as a shock to me and i have no idea why. maybe it's because i kinda put alot of hope into adam being crowned the 8th american idol title but oh well, <span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6666;"><span style="color:#cc0000;">k</span><span style="color:#009900;">r</span><span style="color:#339999;">i</span><span style="color:#cc33cc;">s</span> is <span style="color:#999900;">cute</span> anyways and <span style="color:#cc33cc;">a</span><span style="color:#339999;">d</span><span style="color:#009900;">a</span><span style="color:#cc0000;">m</span> is already <span style="color:#999900;">famou</span><span style="color:#999900;">s</span> he doesn't need to be crowned to add on to his already overflowing glory.</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:180%;color:#ff6666;"></span></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff9900;">;DDD</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff9900;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff6666;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">anyhooo, i loved the performances tonight. *squels in delight* <span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="color:#6600cc;">omyguddness nobody told me jason mraz was coming</span> </span>haha bah as if i was there. fergie! david cook! well, his presence is pretty predictable. <span style="font-size:130%;color:#999999;">condolences on his brother's death</span> over cancer. hrmm who else. well, i saw katie holmes with cute baby suri last night in the show. during the duo's last performances. and then there's santana! that guy just appears after a long time of dissapearance from the showbiz. not that i'm very well updated about the showbiz. heheh. but anyhow they were <span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="color:#993399;">a.</span><span style="color:#ff0000;">w.</span><span style="color:#009900;">e.</span><span style="color:#3333ff;">s.</span><span style="color:#ff6600;">o.</span><span style="color:#ff6666;">m.</span><span style="color:#339999;">e.</span><span style="color:#000000;">!!!</span></span><span style="color:#000000;"> </span>i mean the 15 finalists. fuh! they <span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">wow-ed me. i got blown away. goosebumps all over.</span> totally. secretly wished i was there. but good enough that i watched it live ;DDD</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">it's one unbelievable night which left me shell-shocked. and a ring below my eyes. whatever it is, the show was <span style="font-size:180%;color:#009900;">worth waking up for, or rather, staying up for</span> ;ppp</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:180%;">x<span style="color:#ff6666;">o</span>x<span style="color:#ff6666;">o</span>.</span></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></div>cavina ally lim ❤http://www.blogger.com/profile/06201087176410004570noreply@blogger.com2